A second chance

The 23 year old landed back in my inbox around the beginning of May, he had had a birthday, his profile showed he was 24 now. He was a little cautious with me, but still the same articulate, curious boy. Just a little less bouncy. He’d had a couple of service experiences with different dominants in the ensuing time, but said he kept coming back to our conversations, […]

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Roping a cougarling

I knew he was into rope. I’d warned him that I have no skills with it, but that I was absolutely happy to learn with him if this went somewhere. In that way I’m like some ‘fantasy Domme’: kinks in and of themselves don’t interest me much, but HIS kinks do. Because that’s how I get reactions and that’s where I enjoy playing. We played some with rope this time. […]

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5 days with the cougarling

The rising sun was still low over the horizon, a warm morning, the promise of a bright day. An early swim and play in the surf. I leapt at him full force, trying to take him down in the churning water. He held me lightly, amused. Could easily lift me overhead. Playful silliness. I left the water first, drying myself on the beach. I watched him stride out of the surf towards me, […]

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Travelling

I know a lot of you are waiting for an update on the cougarling’s visit, and it’s coming. I blame him for the lack of posting: He ended up staying until pretty much 3 hours before I had to pack up and head off on the first leg of a trip overseas, and I will have NO time to myself for another couple of weeks. So you will just have to wait. I know: waiting is the WORST! In the meantime, […]

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He’s beautiful

“Do you believe me when I tell you you’re beautiful?” He pauses. Shrugs. Is uncomfortable. “I believe that you mean it when you say it…” he says finally. I nod. I mean it. Of course. I don’t say things I don’t mean. I don’t think anyone has ever told him that he’s beautiful before. It’s not how most women relate to men. He doesn’t quite know what to do with it, […]

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The sex-voiced Texan: a photo

I had this email exchange with the sex-voiced Texan. Me: Do you have a cowboy hat? You must have one, right? Never you mind why I’m asking… Him: Of course I do…My curiosity is piqued… But I’ll just answer the question. Me: Well of course you do! :D And cowboy boots right (that’s a dumb question isn’t it?)? Him: I’m smiling right now because those questions are very particular. I should have some in my closet! Me: *laugh* I want a picture of the hat and the boots, […]

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