Machinery

I hover with my face just above his, I can’t trust myself to touch him in the moment because I want to crash into and through him with teeth and bone and blood and the hardness of clashing steel. And even though I am soft, really, all tender and smooth flesh that gives and bends, I am afraid that I will really hurt him.

I feel like I am snarling at him, breathing into his … Continue Reading

Loves: 17
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Post-meeting update

I want to write a lot in the calm after meeting bambi yesterday (calm because it is the morning of the next day, and he is still in bed (in the spare bedroom, to clarify…)), but my thoughts are all scattered. Good-scattered though, all snippets of lovely things that I am not able to grab a firm hold of just yet.

Randomly:

  • There is a really strong attraction between us, which was my biggest ‘if’
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Loves: 17
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Anticipation

I want to post something brimming with enthusiasm and excitement, but I am so very aware of how my last meeting turned out that I am hesitant to bring you along just in case there is disappointment coming.

On the other hand… if I must suffer, then SO MUST YOU, so here goes!!! *laugh*

Bambi arrives tomorrow!! I AM SO EXCITED!

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He is at the airport getting ready to board his plane as I … Continue Reading

Loves: 11
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Happy femdom story: LoveMyPet

I received a really lovely encouraging note from LoveMyPet wishing me luck with my upcoming meeting with bambi (thank you!!). In it, she shared her wonderful story about her first meeting with her boy. It was so terribly sweet and happy-making, I asked if I could share it. I’m beyond pleased that she agreed. So very lovely! Enjoy!

Author: LoveMyPet

My sub and I met on second life. Were a couple there for months, but … Continue Reading

Loves: 15
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Bambi Q&A

In my last post, I invited people to ask me questions about bambi… Thank you to everyone who did… fun!!

So here are all the secrets…

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Is Bambi the greatest?!?! <= Hmmm… bambi, is that you?!

He’s totally the greatest! Also, ask me again in 5 days… *bounce fidget*

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This Bambi fellow seems pretty fit and hot. He must be so awesome!! How are you handling the massive ego he must have?!Continue Reading

Loves: 15
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Curious about bambi? Ask me!

So bambi arrives in a week. A WEEK!!! So exciting!

I’ve had two questions about him on my Ask Me page today, and I do love questions (question hoar!), so I thought I’d bring it up front here, and invite you to ask about him/me/us in the comments.

If there are only a few questions, I will answer them here. If there are MORE than a few, I will create a new post for them. … Continue Reading

Loves: 9
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Review: Tantus Realdoe

Tantus Realdoe Strapless Strap-on

This toy makes me want to fuck.

I’ve never been one for realistic cocks for strap-on play because who am I fooling? I don’t want or need it to look ‘real’, and I know it won’t. So I tend towards purple, swirly, pretty dildos for strap-on play, and I’ve been really keen to get a gold glittery one (haven’t found one yet!).

But.. but… when I saw the Tantus Realdoe, I … Continue Reading

Loves: 13
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