I am all over the place with random thoughts, and I really can’t put them together into anything cohesive, so this is a collection of things I am thinking at the moment, in no particular order.
- I vacillate between feeling sweet with bambi and feeling sad, and much depends on the flavour of our last interaction
- Today I feel sweet, I didn’t want to let him go home this morning
- I want us to have amazing experiences together, but the context makes it challenging
- My bedroom smells like sex and lube and sweat
- Today I suddenly want to punch him.
… Continue Reading “Random unconnected thoughts”
Lovely young submissive man shyly enters the fray. Goes bravely to a munch, as per the advice of many. What happens next? Well, he has kindly shared it with us. Read on!
I read a comment somewhere, by someone, that there aren’t enough stories on the Internet about how D/s relationships start, so I thought I’d share my experience.
I’ve had “kinky” thoughts basically for as long as I’ve had sexual thoughts. It wasn’t until last summer, at age 28, that I decided to actually pursue kink. After some searching around online, I found the most common advice … Continue Reading “Happy femdom story – Neophyte”
I’m just going to place this here: a shot across the bow for all of you romantics and well-wishers, so you know what is coming… so I don’t feel like I am misleading you.
There will be no happy ending for bambi and me.
There, I said it, quietly, with regret.
I am not wanting to dwell on it or talk about it right now because I don’t want to spend what little time we have left spinning into the sadness that I know is coming. Writing about it requires me to explore that space, and I just don’t want … Continue Reading “A preview of the story’s end”
I think of myself (and describe myself) as selfish (and lazy… yeah, I’m a real catch!), but the complication is that I can only be selfish (that is, be comfortable ‘being who I really am’) in an environment where I know that my boy feels wanted and loved in it. I need to know that he is thinking, “Yay, I love it when you are all selfish and I can run off and do these things for you!”, all skip-happy like.
I can be (and have been) selfish in vanilla relationships, and it’s terribly unfair, and my partners have loved … Continue Reading “I’m selfish”
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“I serve you online through webcam, taking pictures and videos of tasks you assign me.”
Yeah, that’s not service. That’s you getting your rocks off. Calling it ‘service’ is disingenuous.
And no, that doesn’t interest me one bit.
Best of luck.
Ferns… Continue Reading “My sent emails XXXV”
I enjoy you so much.
I like it when you tell me what is going on in your head in the moment when we are playing: that
you want to come, that you want to fuck me, that you are feeling/ thinking/ wanting things. I love
watching your face, and feeling how your body moves. I love your cock and that spot that always
wants attention. I adore your mouth, for kissing of course, but also for how it moves, how your lips
tense with concentration, how you grimace with pain, how your aggression shows there, how your… Continue Reading “When we play”