This is pure unadulterated ego, but I STILL think it’s true:
A bummer with newbie submissive men I get involved with is that they won’t know how amazing I really am until they get some experience with others. Until then, they more or less think all Dommes are like me, probably better, because ‘internet’ :P.
But if am interested in them, if I’m with them, there’s something special there. Something unlike anything they are going to experience again, something truly unique and rich and mind-blowing, something rare and sparkling.
BUT THEY DON’T KNOW THAT YET.
They think ‘wow, this is what it’s like!’ It’s not though. This is what it’s like with me. Or, more accurately, this is what it’s like with US.
So yeah, when they reach out after a few years or many years… THEN they know, only then. By then they get it.
And you bet I’m super smug about that.
But still, I want to say to them in the moment ‘This, this what we’re doing here? THIS IS NOT NORMAL, THIS IS UTTER MAGIC!’
But even if I do, I can’t make them understand it. Not really.
When I feel it, by contrast, I know exactly how rare and precious it is, how impossibly magnificent, how what they are giving me is a glorious lightning strike, a shining needle in a world of haystacks, and I am utterly in awe of it, and them, and us.
They don’t get it yet.
But they will :)