Three days to go before I get on the plane to go and see e!
My mind is all over the place, full of things to do, with a background niggle of things I probably should be doing but haven’t thought of yet, and random bursts of light and comets. It is like there are quickfire atoms in there that are all racing around at lightning speed, smashing off the walls and into each other, and I seem to be unable to grasp any of them firmly enough to wrestle them to the ground to get a proper handle on … Continue Reading “Flitting”
It is less than two weeks before I will get on the plane to see e.
Someone asked me if I am getting excited yet.
No, not yet.
I hate to wait, and excitement too early means nearly two weeks of waiting, and did I mention that I hate to wait. I hate it. Premature excitement would be frustrating and exhausting. I am preoccupied with practical things… travel insurance, digging out warm clothes, doing ‘pre trip’ organisation.
Though I am not letting excitement peak, I am letting emotions swim about unhindered, they float and compete with each other, shoving and … Continue Reading “Tenderness”