My First: his words

My first submissive has commented on some of the posts I’ve written about him using the nickname “Her First” (this cute choice of nickname makes me smile & I’ll be calling him ‘First‘ from now on).

I’m putting this comment from him here in its entirety because it sums up his perspective of this situation so well. You’ll need to read that post for this one to make sense.


“He sees a Continue Reading

Loves: 6
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Ah swear to God…

I mentioned the Texan previously as a boy with a sex voice.

This deep resonance, a hint of adorable self consciousness, a slight Texan drawl (“forty-fahv”), a beautiful laugh.

After I heard his first audio, done at my request, I wanted more of that beautiful voice, so we have exchanged a few more audio clips instead of emails: Making chat, talking about our days, some Q&A, innocent and lovely.

He is ‘aw shucks’ embarrassed that … Continue Reading

Loves: 12
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Thoughts on thoughts

I mostly write glimpses here: snippets out of context, strobe-light moments.

They are my version of the truth, but they are incomplete, of course, so the impression they leave is imperfect.

I curate carefully for many reasons, some of which I have talked about before.

My rules for writing about people are:

  • No surprises (well, sweet surprises are okay)
  • No hurt

And that’s limiting enough because most people who I write about know my … Continue Reading

Loves: 7
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Because… mine

My first submissive still carries a scar and a piercing that I gave him almost 20 years ago.

This makes me happy.

Because… mine.… Continue Reading

Loves: 16
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