I don’t pay attention to the sounds I make when I am on the receiving end of pleasure. If I am paying attention to the noise I make, my focus is in the wrong place.
Mostly, I am inarticulately vocal. By that I mean that I don’t talk much, but I make sounds of pleasure… moans, groans, breathy sighs, maybe whimpers. They mostly mean some version of ‘more of that’ or ‘yes, there’ or ‘please, that’ or ‘soo good!’.
If I need to direct him, I prefer touch over voice. I will move his head to get his mouth where I like it, shove his body into a position I want, reposition him by pushing against him, or I will shift my body in relation to his.
Sometimes I do give verbal instructions; they are always short and specific.
“Two fingers inside me…”
“Hold out your tongue…”
“No, keep still…”
And rarely, I might say his name, but I have to be very comfortable with him to be able to come out of wherever I am and be cognisant enough to do that.
I’m very familiar with one sex noise I make that is entirely predictable, though.
It’s the sound that comes out of my mouth when I reach the point where I am tipped over into orgasm.
It’s that moment where I’m not quite there yet, but I know if he keeps doing that thing, that exact thing that he is doing right now, that thing that he is doing exactly right, if he just keeps doing THAT, I’m going to come.
My voice changes timbre when I hit that point, it drops a register, and it feels like a confirmation sound, an acknowledgement. It’s involuntary and it goes together with the tipping point always. It’s a deeper ‘ohh ohh ohh’ that signals the change from ‘mmmm… nice’ to ‘oh yes, oh holy fuck…’ It means I am no longer reaching to come, I’m at the point of no return and I’m sliding inevitably towards it.
I wonder what it feels like to my submissive when I make that sound, when he knows he has me *right there*. I suspect it becomes a pretty powerful mental and emotional symbol for where he has taken me. I like that thought.