There is a three year old who lives in my head… she might be a little older than that, but I imagine her at about three.
She is a selfish, demanding, unreasonable, spoilt little brat. She is not interested in logic, in reasoning, in consequences, she just wants things and she wants them NOW! And sometimes she *doesn’t* want things and will kick and scream and petulantly yell ‘No no NO!’
She can be incredibly funny and playful, but sometimes she is just a pain in the arse.
She is the one who whispers impractical things in my ear, urging me to stop worrying about consequences because that thing that I want is right there right now and SHE WANTS IT!
She is also the one who drags along behind, whining and complaining, when I have to do things that are boring or unpleasant. She will dig her heels in and claw at the ground to stop me dragging her along with me to do something she hates. She will try and talk me out of it. She is the one who wants chocolates for dinner and never any vegetables.
As a Domme, the brat is fun, and sometimes I let her out to play. She is the one who will do mean things just because she can, who will pout and be completely unreasonable, demand impossible things and get cranky when they can’t be done. She is the one who will laugh with delight at his confusion, at the unfairness, she will make him do silly things for her amusement, she will be incredibly annoying just to see what he will do, she will poke at him because it makes her laugh. She is both playful and petulant.
I like her well enough most of the time and I really like it when she does things that make my submissive roll his eyes because I find that really adorable. I mean, regardless, he will go along with what she wants, no matter how unreasonable she is being, because what else is he gonna do, right?