Personal training (or WTF just happened?!)

I just got my arse kicked. Seriously.

Back story (for context!)

I’ve been working out for about 10 months now.

10 months ago: I started with 3 days of weights (pyramid sets) that had 48 reps with 3 failure points for each muscle group, plus 3 days of cardio a week. I was also doing two days of pilates per week. Pushing hard. For months. Religiously.

6 months ago: I cut out one of the cardio days, so was still doing weights 3 times, cardio twice a week, pilates twice. Experimented with slow reps to increase strength.… Continue Reading

Loves: 6
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Honesty sometimes feels like manipulation

Sometimes it’s hard to be honest without feeling manipulative.

Sometimes I know what the outcome of honesty is going to be, so it feels like I am manoeuvring that outcome by *being* honest. That can be a hard mindset to let go of.

I suspect that more submissives have experienced this dilemma than dominants.

Submissive [honest statement]: “I really like it when you just tell me what to do without asking me.”
*cue your dominant doing that more*
*you feel vaguely guilty, like maybe they don’t really want to do that, and are just doing it for you*

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Loves: 11
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Working out and being disappointed

I’ve delayed doing an update because I took some progress pictures a couple of weeks ago and I looked *smaller* than I did in December, and I was all despondent about it in an ‘ahh fuck it, what’s the point?!’ kind of way (see my body project to compare the Dec-Feb photos in the sidebar).

I was especially down about it since I had been trying to kick it up: I changed my program from pyramid sets to drop sets, and started being really strict with what I eat after advice from a sports nutritionist. Obviously that approach didn’t work … Continue Reading

Loves: 8
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I want to do things to you

I want to do things to you.

This feeling is vague, which is unusual for me, but it’s okay.

I don’t even really know what things, just… things.

I want to take you out of your rational brain and see what happens when logic leaves you. I am still not quite sure how to do that. I can’t picture it in my head. Not yet.

I want to know how far your resistance goes. Whether it is penetrable.

I know you think and wish and hope that it is.

I hope so also. I hope that at some point you … Continue Reading

Loves: 17
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Shit Ferns says #9

Random, no context.

The asked-for-cock-shot is the holy grail of cock shots, the zenith, the pinnacle, rare & precious

The cycle of fapping is a wondrous thing… and so it goes…

What you actually have to do involves unicorn sweat, fairy dust, rat poison & a hairless goat

We’re not at a union negotiating table here…

I am a cock shot repellent. If only I could bottle it!

…my wanking is an absolute single minded pursuit. Kudos to masturbation-multi-taskers.

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Loves: 5
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Gorgeous corset photos

My corset is a beautiful steel-boned under-bust with a red silk dragon brocade. I haven’t worn it since I started working out, so I thought it was high time I did that to see how the fit had changed.

I put it on over a white button-down collared shirt and a grey pencil skirt (think ‘sexy librarian’, complete with glasses prop…heh). I love the hourglass figure it accentuates on me. It *can* be laced tighter, but I can’t pull it in any further by myself.

Here are the results (yes yes, cell phone photos… I’m all class you know!).… Continue Reading

Loves: 37
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e[lust] #43

Look, look!! I made it into the top three posts for the month with ‘Compromise in D/s relationships‘! I haven’t been a top pick in any lists forever (I mean, really, for ages…!). Yay!

Welcome to e[lust] – The only place where the smartest and hottest sex bloggers are featured under one roof every month. Whether you’re looking for sex journalism, erotic writing, relationship advice or kinky discussions it’ll be here at e[lust]. Want to be included in e[lust] #44? Start with the newly updated rules, come back March 1st to submit something and subscribe … Continue Reading

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