But still…

I miss you I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you I miss you so much…

I am not melancholy… ok, maybe just a little bit… it is a cloudy and cool Sunday morning, this song just played on the music video show that is on while I am having coffee and I just love love loved it in a sweetly sad way…… Continue Reading

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Happiness creeping back

When I deal with difficult things, I compartmentalise. I have these little drawers in my head, it is something like an enormous storage vault in there, with endless sets of these drawers, like an old library room, with shelves and ladders, all dark and musty, and I shove things like the pain from my break up in one of them way down the back, close it, and skirt around it for a while.

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Today, you are Helen…

You are the tunes in my head, the fire in my ribs
You are the voice in my heart that whispers compassion

You are the storm on the ocean, poem in the trees
The smell of the winter that haunts me each autumn…

Happy birthday, Helen.

Happy birthday, beautiful boy.

I miss you.

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I’ll be just fine

The Break Up Project’s last entry… that means I feel better now right? Right?

Well you came and said your goodbyes
and I’m sitting here thinking
with a smile I’m dying inside
but I know I’ll be just fine

‘Cause you’re just the thing that I need
just to fill the space he left here
Just give me all the love that I need
for a night that’s enough for a broken heart

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It was worth all the while

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it’s worth it was worth all the while

I hope you had the time of your life.

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Playmates and lovers

The smell of your skin lingers on me, now
You’re probably on your flight back to your hometown
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
Be with myself in centre, clarity, peace, serenity

I’ll be your best friend
And you’ll be my valentine
Yes, you can hold my hand if you want to
‘Cause I wanna hold yours too
We’ll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds

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Miss the sun

…I’m not frightened
Been to hell and I’ve seen the truth

…I’m not lying
I only know that this much is true
I’m gonna miss you…

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