Happy femdom stories – N

This arrived and made me happy the other morning. I was smiling even before I had had any coffee (no small feat). N said she had found the happy stories “lovely, inspiring, positive”, but was a little hesitant to send in her own story (I can completely understand that!). I am so glad and grateful that she did: it’s joyful and spirited and makes me think of the best of young love.

Author: N

My sub and I got chatting on Twitter, we had a few mutual friends and a lot in common. We went on a few dates, shared some passionate kisses, fumbled and groped in the dark. I remember playfully pulling back from a kiss, and hearing him say “Please.” It sent a ripple through me that I didn’t quite understand. I felt inexplicably embarrassed almost immediately afterwards, quickly made my it’s late/I’m drunk excuses and left.

Not long after and we’re making it out in mine. It’s not exactly going well, and I take it personally, assuming he’s not into it, and deciding that this should be cut off sooner rather than later. But the chemistry was there, and strong, and everything else just seemed to click so wonderfully that it seemed crazy to walk away. Over flirty instant message we’d joke about heading out for drinks. He mentioned something about being drunk, I countered I might take advantage and he replied: “Do, it’d be hot.”

Not long after he started talking to me about his submissive side, his desire to please, how much he enjoyed making me come. It seemed too good to be true. I’d never explored anything like this before, and he’d never been in a sexually D/s relationship before. We were both new and stumbling and learning and making mistakes. It’s been almost a year now and I can honestly say it’s the best sex of my life.

I’ve fallen down a rabbit hole of exploration and don’t want to come out. The rush of love and power and lust that floods me as I put the collar around his neck is like nothing I’ve felt before. The adrenaline that comes from tying him up and raking my nails along his body, toying with him, making him mine is incredible. His devotion to my pleasure blows my mind.

We are total equals in all other respects, and talk all the time – discussing fantasies and ideas and things that didn’t quite work. Our d/s is mainly a bedroom thing, but it’s also part of our chemistry, and I love being able to pull it sharply into focus when he’s least expecting it – in a hallway or at a bus stop. There’s no doubt that d/s discussions have brought us closer, made us open up more and have made talking about everything else much easier.

He is full of humour and wit and intelligence. The fact that he’s tall and strong and confident only makes his submission hotter. After we play, I lie in his arms and can’t get over my luck. I’m reminded of a quote I saw online once and sent to him: “It’s fun to pretend that the power exchange is one-way, but the truth is, when he kneels, I get weak at the knees.”

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This post is part of a project to share happy, positive femdom relationship stories.  If you have a story and are willing to share it, please email it to me (ferns at domme-chronicles dot com).

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16 Comments

  1. I just love this kind of story… One that starts out innocuously and grows into something wonderful. This is just the way I have always imagined it would be and the kind of story that gives me hope that my turn will come someday.

    Thanks for sharing!

  2. N – thanks so much for sharing. What a great discovery and wonderful relationship!

    Yay Ferns for bringing light to all this goodness!

  3. “Our d/s is mainly a bedroom thing, but it's also part of our chemistry.” I can identify with this because it started out this way for us as well. As time went on the D/s aspect became more pronounced and more deeply ingrained in our relationship. Lovely to read! Congratulations and best wishes for the future! :-)

  4. Okay, that's weird. I've been commenting here as “N” for ages and now someone with the same abbreviation sends in her story. Feels strange. Maybe I should get a real nickname.

  5. N: “Okay, that's weird. I've been commenting here as “N” for ages and now someone with the same abbreviation sends in her story. Feels strange.”

    Yes! I thought it was you at first! Funny.

    “Maybe I should get a real nickname.”

    There are another 25 letters to choose from, though I look forward to you coming back as Xfghtdtay.

    Ferns

  6. I'm the lucky guy from the story – N (my N!) told me she posted something to the site and I was grinning this morning as I read it in bed. I've always wanted a relationship with a D/s element, and now that I have one with someone I care about deeply, it's even better than I thought it could be. I flailed around in doldrums for years, getting nowhere and occasionally settling for relationships with bad or non-existent sex, which always led to tension and a lack of intimacy, even making me feel dysfunctional or unfairly selfish. Being with N has made me feel supremely fortunate and thankful that I held out for getting what I wanted.

    Sometimes you should just get what you wish for. You might be pleasantly surprised :-)

  7. B: “I'm the lucky guy from the story – N (my N!) told me she posted something to the site and I was grinning this morning as I read it in bed.”

    How absolutely and perfectly lovely to hear from you! Hello N's B! *waves madly*

    “Being with N has made me feel supremely fortunate and thankful that I held out for getting what I wanted.”

    N's story has produced smiles all round, but I am sure yours is the biggest. Congratulations to you both, happiness is contagious and I'm so glad to share yours here.

    Ferns

  8. Henceforth, I shall be known as sprinkles! It's the translation of my German nickname, streuselchen.
    The girl formerly known as N, not B's N.

  9. N here – post author N, not regular commentor N :)

    Thank you firstly to Ferns – not only for posting this, but for the whole Happy Femdom Series, which has been a wonderful read.

    All the comments have given me lots of warm and fuzzies, so thank you very much. Exploring this at the start was scary and daunting, and I'm delighted to now feel so proud, happy and comfortable with everything that B and I do.

    Keep up the amazing work Ferns!

    N

  10. N (post author): “All the comments have given me lots of warm and fuzzies…”

    You generously gave them to us first, thank you again (again)!

    “Keep up the amazing work Ferns!”

    I'll do my best!!

    Ferns

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